never ending love

2007-05-05T12:30:00.000-07:00

" How are you ? "

a question asked by almost any typical person. well a true person
who is really really concern or wanna know exactly How are you,
would continue probing and asking ah well. There i introduce to you
the universal conversation starter How are you ?

Well now, How am i ?
Not good. Life's been so messy, fast, confusing, whatever you might
call it. Emo - thats what people who know me would call me ? yeah
well, this time it aint just emo. Its something else, perhaps God breaking
me, refining me for greater things. But its just not the time for that,
im not ready, no one ever will.

Theres just TOOOOO many things to say i cant say it. Well for now,
lets talk about friends. True friends. They are those who ask about
your life not just when you're down. They are those who you can turn
to and know that they'll get back to you as soon as they can. They accept
you not just for parts of who you are, but accepts you for you and nothing
else. They even accept your bad side, they bear with it cause they know
you too have live through theirs. Well its been months that i myself havent
been carrying out my duty as a good true friend. I'm sorry, life's just been
eating me up with its stupid theories and nature of it. Those people who
im saying sorry to you know who you are. NH and RT. I'm just so sorry,
i know you'll understand give me more time than i'll do my duty as a true
friend. For now, i really like to be 'left alone'. I'm sorry that i have not
appreciated you for being there for me at this point of time. Its just how the
human works.

You made me who i am today.

Natalie Yeo. You already know what you've done in my life. The random
times you received messages from me. Thou you dont ALWAYS reply
my messages i know you care. You stepped into my life and i know you'll
sit right beside me holding my hand as a friend walking and guiding this
life. Well you know theres alot more to what i can say but i dont want to
reach the maximum number of words.

Marvin Ng. Well bro, you've been just such a blessing in my life. Somehow
God made us know each other in the most funny way. I still remember,
Sunday soccer, fish pond 4.30pm. How we would both squat in the middle
of the field while everyone was kicking the ball and just pluck the dead leaves.
I just knew your name nothing else. Than somehow i knew sherman and yeah
you, you asked me if i wanted to study overnight at airport. It felt like i knew
you for years haha, the takraw games at the airport - oh ! the unbelieve curl
lol. and yeah pc. Thanks bro for being there for me. Well we're both pretty
much in the same boat, just hope you take care man. Find me up anytime.

Huiting Ng. Lol nah she aint marvin's sister. Huiting ! its so funny how we
knew each other. It was just so random honestly. Dont tell me you dont remember !
Anyway yeah just to let you know and assure you, i aint no 'marcus' (: im shawn, a
friend that will be here to share your life with you. I personally am so sorry for
neglecting you for the past 2 months ? yeah you know the reason why. We have so
much to catch up on ! Lets go to the jap restaurant ! never got the chance to go there
again after we ate there. Anyway yeah thanks for being there for me at random times
too (: take care dear friend.

Sherman Wong. Haha interesting friendship i would say ? We never really hung
around with each other much besides holidays and dota ? Thats how we got to know
each other if im not wrong. cant remember, sorry :x anyway yeah, thou we dont exactly
talk much you've just blessed me by giving me advice when i was down. Thanks.

Thank you for being in my life till now, i really appreciate it. Well hope you feel the same
way too, thats to you two guys.

And of course to YOU who are reading this, you must have at least a lil concern on
how am i if not you wouldnt be here. Unless you're like super bored and come to this
boring blue page. Thanks for being my friend. And yes it takes two hand to claps.
It takes two people to make a friendship going (:

Okay this is SUPER RANDOM but i think its funny ! no offence its just pure humour !!

Yo mama's so fat, she ain't on a diet, she's on a Triet - She's all like - "Whatever yo eating ... I'll try it!"

Okay okay guess i end off on a not so sad note tonight. Well thats just for now... blah. Take
care all you peeps (:

Love, Shawn.

2007-05-02T00:21:00.000-07:00

hello i just came back and it wasnt such an ordinary
day as it would normally.

accidents happens everyday, well i was in one today.
took 24 home as usual a group of 4 boys block the
walk way so squeezed through and got a seat,
nothing unusual, saw a few familiar faces that would
take 24 at random timings like me. looked and look
away and than would look again, interesting how
people work and how they play with the mind just by looking. anyway.
the bus was kinda fast ? ok kinda normal but felt
fast and it was at a junction, *BEEEP* horn, SMASH!
luckily i moved to the back earlier cause the people in front
kinda fell ? yeah.. but no one was injured. everyone in front
was like confused or rather shocked ? the people at the
back too were shocked but as they were seating down from
the corner of my eye it seemed as thou they were
so cool about it. anyway got off the bus and saw that
the bus smack right in the centre of the taxi by its right.
right window came out, front mirror whole thing came off,
headlights on the road. the bad thing was the accident happened
in front of the traffic light where cars were like moving and
we were in the middle of the road than everyone started crossing
and cars at the back didnt see what happened and kept horning.
a woman almost got bang, oh my. singaporeans.. anyway yeah
taxi driver was alright.

well now i know that life is worth living. you never know such
things till you almost had an encounter with death. yeah you
may say i wasnt even injured or anything. well thats God's
grace for you friends. i could be the one in the taxi sitting
in front. it could have been a big lorry and it smashed the bus
instead, it could be anything. but no one was injured, usually
after an accident or rather bus accident, where we dont have
to care about the vehicle we just walk off and just talk about it
here and there and we dont see that we are actually VERY VERY
lucky ? well thats how things work with people, scared of death
but yet seem so normal about it ? well even thou i know my life is
worth living, i dont exactly know the reason why it is. God you may
say ? or Christians may say. well i used to say it, but i pause and
think why God ? Yes, He died on the cross for us and suffered but yeah
there are just things i dont understand and would wanna find out
than think i understand when i actually dont if someone were
to ask me. i've got questions, about life, about how things work,
about christianity even. well thats not what i blogged today so yeah
just treasure your life, you dont know what will happen next. dont
think nothing would. i had another close close close shave with death,
but i wont share it. not now. cya.

wed.020507

2007-04-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

hello im feeling super super out of sorts for aroun 3/4 a year and
im at the point where i really cant take it myself anymore.
the person who always initiates things now cant be as bothered
as he used to. and the person who was alright about initiating
conversations with close friends is now not doing so. cause he
feels hes been taken for granted and friendship is a two way thing
he wants to know who are the friends who just because this person
doesnt initiate anymore are just gonna let the friendship go and those
that actually bothers to ask or initiate conversation too. Because it takes
two hands to clap, friendship, as well, is a two way thing. It takes two
people to say " Yes, i do " for them to get married and not just one.
well looks like alot of people are just gonna let this friendship go, well
people come people go, thats what PEOPLE say. but i believe that if both
parties do their part of friendship people come and people stay.

for those people that i've wrong or are just too busy to talk to me
im sorry, i dont mean this for you. i just cant stand the situation anymore.
i just cant stand it, i use to be able to stand up strong and fight against this
the hurts, the pain, carrying the burden with people. but now, im too weak
to do what i used to. I need friends that cares and loves and understands.
I want people not to judge him just because of ONE bad thing i've done.
why cant people just look at their good points instead of their wrong doing, we're
human after all.

i've got nothing to say, im just too weak to carry on.
nights.

2007-03-31T09:15:00.000-07:00

im now at the point where i feel that i should have never joined this race. thou i know in the end i'll take back what i said but i just wanna write it down. well im now still running and see that the next level and rest point is just a few steps ahead but i ran out energy, i took too much baggage not belonging to me along this time, my body cant carry on and my mind too. i've been exhausted, the pacer in front of me is gone, the support along the sides are slowly disappearing..

maybe its time to give up.

*cow i know you're there at the side lines supporting me but i cant seem to get near the sidelines to just know that you're physically there. im sorry.

2007-03-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO big big big brotherrrrr. sorry for elbow-ing your stomach. hahah. so long never hit people in the stomach. i think the last person was your brother. but anyway, hope service was great for you and.... that you had a nice and pleasant day. hah.

and remember, dont sighhh over '' '' things lah. leave it to God because he cares. ;)

alright. goodnight!

joyluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D

2007-03-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

alright man. today during QLM i really believe he died for me. like what pj said. he came to live just to give. and it was all out of love. he died. yes he really died for me and im glad that i know him. im so joyed now! ( btw there is such a word called joyed) :D

now i can boldly say..... I LOVE JESUS!

do you? :)

joyluuuuuuuuu-

2007-02-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

big brother! im so glad my common tests are over! haha yay. :D but my results are sucky, but whatever... so gay noob. noob noob noob! its a noob week man.

haha okay anyway, the sun has gone down, the stars and moon are up hanging lol.. and i should be sleeping now okay, good night! cant believe im depriving myself of my noob sleep.

tml is gonna be a noob day. =\ gayballs.
alright! good night the noob big brother!

2007-02-24T07:52:00.000-08:00

hey! just realised that. jesus is so nice because he is willing to wait till i really believe that he died for me. this is true love. right? =]

hahah hello small sister, joylu :) yeah he is a God of patience after all. Glad you're back, heh and that smile really comforted me when you ran off during service -tsktsk. hahah take care and God bless YOUUU :)

2007-02-21T07:33:00.000-08:00

haha hello big brother! arent you suppose to sleep now huh!? huh?! oh yeah. hello people. just to let you know this big brother is very LAZY. just look at the amount of post. and everytime he post he will say. sorry people, long time never post OR its been awhile since a post. lol and his last entry was LAST YEAR. can you believe it. a big grown up man so lazy? sighhh.

haha alright im off to do my work. be back SOON. tomorrow. :D

2007-02-21T06:50:00.000-08:00

Hello, im back again, this blog is re-lived. for awhile i guess ? i'll update occasionally but not so much yeah. it really doesnt matter.

Friendship :

Well all i can say, its a two way thing. why is it a two way thing ? because if A and B are friends, A keeps initiating conversations, outings and stuff A will be tired out, A will be burn out. and A will think maybe B doesnt treat this friendship as much as A thought B would. But A treats the friendship seriously and continue doing the initiating and after awhile A tires out.. B doesnt know, B isnt used to intiating tihngs, in the end B thinks A doesnt care about the friendship and there it goes.

Just remember, Friendship IS a TWO-WAY thing.

Parents :

Parents, most of us have 'problems' with them kinda thing ? What i feel sometimes is that they dont listen, at least my dont. or if they seem like they're listening you ask them something they wont know how to answer and scold you for talking back. thats how parents are, they have the authority to scold and you can do nothing but only respect them. sometimes parents gotta understand that they arent the only people in the family that are going through stressful times, down times and make it seem as thou their children have perfect lives with no friendship problems, moodswings, bad days, stressful periods etc.. after all we are human too ? they gotta understand also that just because they're older doesnt mean they have gone through everything we are going through and that because they're older means they are troubled more ? it doesnt work that way. Parents should learn how to communicate with their children better, this way things will go smoothly. They should pause and actually listen to what their children wants to say instead of just scolding them because they cant answer back or whatever their child said made sense.

im just here to rant for today....

2006-05-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

30 seconds kneel down.
big step of faith for someone who is in acs(br).
i know some of you may think that your school
is the same. but im definitely sure its not.

God touched my heart and im sure he told me
to do it for him and no one else. He also told me
shawn, the road isnt gonna be easy in barker.
people will mock at you, your reputation will be
lost. so are you still willing to stand up for what
you believe in, or just be satisfied with what you
have now ?

i thought about it, i decided. i WILL get mocked
for Jesus, he died on the cross for me, what more
can i do for him but by these small little acts. my
reputation will be lost, "no it wont." in fact, i will
be more 'known'. people will know me as the shawn
that kneels down at his locker everyday prayin to
this person he calls God. for that, i will lose my
reputation. i may be an outcast, so was Jesus.
i will follow his footsteps.

How bout you ? Are you willing to just give off
these little sacrifices because theres no other way
of thanking him for dyin on the cross for us ?
I am. why not you ?

2006-05-10T07:05:00.000-07:00

hey, sorry didnt blog every week like i said i would.
i didnt really have anything to blog about, i wouldnt
wanna talk about my day unless its a memorable one.
yeaps.

anyways, went out with aza,eli,marvin and johannes.
after awhile we had to go to concourse and johannes
couldnt come along, so he left.we spent like 6-7hrs
together ? Thanks for your company (: it was really
fun. haha we shall bring back the ' grass patch days ' !!

Tomorrow's my exams !! everyone is either finishin or
already done !! stupid school. wed no school,thurs exams,
friday no school again ! like ( -.-") ah well. nvm, i shall join
you guys for soccer and soccer and more soccer after im
done with my papers !! ((: haha the ' plucking grass duo ',
marvin. hahah anyways yeah gonna sleep, have english
and e-maths paper 1 tmr.

Realising just how much you love God when you are feeling
weird is just such a great thing (:

Loving God, whenever im sad or happy.
Cause he DESERVES it !! (:

goodnights.
take care and God bless (:

2006-04-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey.
before i get started with my work just thought i drop
in a thought or two.yeaps.

i really dunno how to start it, because my mind is just
jumbled with words and all. at the back at my mind
this post is somewhat related to a event on sunday(23/4)
night yeaps. hmm firstly, i would like to say to that
person. im fine (: dont' worry. hahah and im not lyin,
like really really (: hmm and yeah thanks for telling
me what you did.

hmm..
recently, it just stumbled on me. why people in barker
are so not on fire on Jesus or not willing to believe in Him.
people in barker are very 'follow the crowd' kinda thing ?
yeah. they do whats the in thing so as not to be left out or
laughed at. i have to admit, i was like that.perharps im still
like that. but one thing for sure. im changing (: praise God.
barker people...swearin/cursing - daily
talkin back to teacher/in class - daily
not handin in homewokr - daily.
the list goes on and on. i would guess in most schools, its like
that. however when it comes to Chritianity i would say its
totally different ? during chapel. no one sings. maybe a few.
some sing, but they do make fun of the songs and stuff. -sigh

these things were always on my mind, i just didnt give thought
about it. FINALLY. i did. i have been what everyone is, perharps
not as much as they do. but still...
however, i have decided. not to do what they do.
swearin.. thou its the d word or s word or anything its still swearing.etc.
everything, anything. i WANT to be different. i WANT people in my school
to see that Christianity is not what the OTHER people who claim themselves
to be christian to be. i WANT and NEED to show them what its all about.
(romans 12:2)Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will.
From this day on, i Shawn Tan, promise to not do what the people in my school
do just to fit in and fear to be laughed at. It WILL be hard, it WILL hurt. but im willing
to be humiliated for Jesus. i had enough of tryin to fit it.yes i do. no matter
how long and hurtin the road may be, i will carry on, with Jesus on my side.

I believe that many of us are like that ? maybe not as bad as me. but still, the same
to a certain extend. I pray that you will change and not conform to the patterns of the
world. that everyone of you who are like me will start to realised that the reason for
non-believers making fun of Christianity is because of US ! Christians ! the way
we lead our lives in school is why they are making fun of Christianity. Think about
it, its true. Its our fault. No one else, but us. If we lead a life that shines for Jesus, not
just in church but in school as well. Things will change. People will start to see that
Christians are totally a different group of people, doing what is pleasing to God.
They will see the DISTINCT difference between a normal person and us, Christians.
I really cant take it anymore, thinking that its really our fault. Im sorry Lord.I apologize
for all the Christians that are just like me.

Just before i end, i just would like to say please change and that its really our fault.
Please think about it, or even pray over it. God will open your eyes and give
you strength to change for the better. If every christian will change to lead a life
that will shine for Jesus, people will start to kneel before the King of kings and Lord
of lords. Therefore, if thats what you want, please do what you have to do.

2006-04-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hello blog !! I dont know what to post and im bored !!!
I shall go study after this, but all i want to say is that....
MY JESUS ROCKS !! I LOVE HIM, REALLY REALLY :P

Oh and me and sherman are like gonna save up money
and go on a cd spree. haha maybe not spree, but yeah
just buy cds. heh im sorry sherman, i have to take longer...
because....=p dun say anything .sherman !! hahah okay im
off to study already !! and oh yes. thanks vanessa for helping
me with where to put things(thou i already deleted what you
put) heh. see im nice ! hahah

God bless you people ((:
and because God loves you ! so do i !! (:

2006-04-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

hmm hello people,
im back to blogging hopefully on a weekly basis yeaps.

anyways today went to study with andrea at payalebar macs,
she came super late. but anyhow thats not the point, after awhile
we started talkin about interesting stuff. like the current state of
Megalife, the old central one days and including the days where
like almost the whole of Megalife was at the grass patch.

Those were memories that wun be forgotten.

Firstly, what we talked about Megalife was mainly about the attendace
and how it actually come to what it is now. Many people came, and sadly
they went off too. Than when we were somewhat discussing about it, i
suddenly remembered what Elder Freddy Boey had preached about Riverlife
Church having 7 years of harvest and than now it was time for 7 years of
famine. That is why i think people are leaving. But i strongly believe that God
has a plan for this and he will show it to us in his own timing. Therefore, i urge
YOU who are reading this stand strong in your faith ok (: hahah this brings me
to something sherman said. He said that he was afraid when hes in the army
and might just backslide and told the rest that we MUST help get each other
back to Christ if anyone of us ever do so yeaps. Help each other since we're
Megalifers !!

hmm yeah.. sounded like a speech :x ah well anyways now come the memories!!
The Old Central One Days.. i really got to say that the old central one is truly
a very bonded cell, everyone in the cell had a sense of openess and yeah we all
were part of each other's life. people like abby,janice,andrea,ming,raywen,aaron,
shaunlee,zihua,louelle,and me(sorry if i missed anyone else) we all were sooo
sooo close.. the fun stuff we did like for example, the stupid stupid plan for aaron's
birthday "surprise" haha it was dumb but yeah fun as well. The flour days....oh my..
abby !!! -shakes head. hahah yeah those were the days. but anyhow we got to move
on (: i really thank God for giving me such a bonded cell that was very much
my building platform of my christian life to what i've become today (: yeaps and
thanks to everyone from the old central one.. those were the days hahah thats what
we all would say..

and yes not forgetting the grass patch !! like every saturday after service, most of the
Megalifers will just head down to the grass patch eat and just fellowship with one another.
even like we didnt know each other we would just sit crap, some playin soccer, some making
fun of me and ________ ... hahah !! but yeah it brings back old memories (:
all the Megalifers at the grass patch were just having so much fun fellowshipping with
one another -nods head.

hmm yeaps i've done my post for today. its all about memories and what thoughts
are in my mind yeaps ! do tag please thanks !! (:

2006-02-24T08:39:00.000-08:00

hey people..
hmm today went to play pool with dale,jason,issac and ming
it was alrite larh haha super off day larh...nvm about that..

hmm while i was playing pool than saw this friend of mine larh
it was a while since i talked or met him..he changed church,because
of some personal reason larh.. but ah well..we used to be very close
or rather i thought we were close, he was like an elder brother
to me..hmm but now i dunno man.. ah well..but when we talked i
just felt warmth in my heart larh like talkin to a long lost friend..
but yeah just wish him all the best and ya take care..

hmm tomorrow gonna wake up at 8am, call andrea than head for
a wedding !! haha err sorry dale,ming,sherman haha my father's
blazer is with my cousin !! haha so im just gonna wear long sleeves =p

2006-02-20T04:39:00.000-08:00

hello people.. hmm sorry for not bloggin for a long long time..
been busy with all my tests and church stuff.. hmm anyways here am i (:

hahah nothing much happened today so i shant talk about it.
lets talk about yesterday(sunday). hmm okayy basically went to
KFC for dinner with ming,aaron,vanessa,aza and my brother(HES NOT CUTE -.-)
hahah hmm than the guys went to play bball.. but we got chased out
by some wushu people larh -.- its a public court.. but nvm we went
to my old 'home' hahh block 230.than 3 erm ahbengs came and asked
if can play so we took up the challenge.. aaron was like whao.. but than
theres this one guy kept talkin and talkin but aaron just silence him with
shots after shots but obviously hes accuracy is not 100% so bound to miss..
we won the first set, second set could have won but for SOMEHOW he doesnt
know what a REAL foul-in is..-.- so he CLAIMED he won.. argh nvm.. we
could have thrashed them if i moved my lazy bum and get ALL the rebounds..
paiseh man aaron and ming.. nvm nvm next time i shall do my best.. everytime
i play since i dont have the time to train ):

anyways school is getting better and better. beginning to understand except
for some subjects, because the teacher cant teach. but nevermind im learning
by myself (: oh and i forgotten to say that yeah area gathering was good ((:
but yeah as usual faith chapel the sound system CMI !! but we'll be going to
victory chapel the next time round so yeah ((:

take care ppl.. off to my studies .

2006-01-15T23:47:00.000-08:00

hello everyone..been kinda lazy to blog these few days
hmm been a lil busy with homework and all yeah..

anyways i really dunno what to say hahah but yeah
i thought that the message by pastor kong he(dunno how to spell)
was really good.after much thought as you put the
points together its true..i rather be a master at something
than be jack of all trades...so yeah stayin focus is
something that is very very important..

if theres something that i wanna say now it would be..
read the post that is posted on the first page when
you came here..if not just press refresh yeah..
i promise you that it'll touch your lives.it may seem
a lil long but when you seriously start reading it isnt..
so yeah please please i urge you go read that post..

- if not now than when ??
- you never know what will happen tomorrow.

recently i started reading this book named
"2die4" by ryan dobson with brian smith
its about the dangerous truth about following christ.
its a really good book and yeah at the back it has
a quote that says
" Dont' settle for AVERAGE. Get a LIFE... It's to die for."

2006-01-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

hahah hello people !!! im B-O-R-E-D...
anyways today morning dragged myself out of bed to meet vanessa
to get her bball and meet jeremy and jerome to play basketball !!!
hahah jeremy plays very funnily ( if theres such a word ) haha
and jerome has that rugby spirit in him.. strong quite agile and big size hahah
anyways it was fun larh and we didnt get owned by the people there
or maybe they gave us chance..than after that went GENKI SUSHI to eat..
i didnt decide it haha but jeremy asked me if i had enuff money,
i replied yes but jerome said ' haha its alrite if you don't have enough,
cause when theres me theres money ' or smt like that hahah ate to our hearts delight.
haha than went to queensway with my family to buy my and1 shoe.. hmm i must say
its not so bad lookin.. but at least better than my previous one -pukes.

oh oh and tml me and my another friend gonna approach the bball coach and
ask if we could join bball.. hopefully we'll be accepted and bring the name of ACS(BR)
basketball up !! *ahem*bull*ahem*sh*t*ahem* yeah.. so for now...im gonna SLEEP !!!
super tired.. haha and and theres one person i cant stand !! thats CHEN YIHUI !!
she is one girl i must admire.. super slack !! haha go to school for one period only and than
slack the rest of the time till 12.45 woah.. super super...hahah nvm its alrite..i slacked
enuff last year... this year would be a totally diff year !! see you people ((: take care.

2006-01-05T04:33:00.000-08:00

hey.. didnt intend to blog today but i have nothing
to do so ah well..

hmm.. about today, nothing much happened just
that the teachers started teachin and knew the rest
of my teachers.. and sadly to say the english teacher
cant teach but i wun let that make me get lousy grades.
thou my teachers are all new, just came into my school
except for two which arent very good, i wun be brought
down by that.cause yeah i guess God is wantin me to
reinforce the goal that i set for myself, that is to get good
grades in my o's which i CERTAINLY will.

tml the sec3s are going for field trip to some hdb hub
thingy, but im not going.. went there last year and ya
nothing to do oso. guess im gonna do my work yeah..

take care people i'll blog more later if i have anything else to add yeah.

Loving The One And Only Jesus Christ

2006-01-03T06:18:00.002-08:00

hello people,
i know its been long since i last blogged,
yes i agree i was lazy..

anyways the 9 days in bangkok wasnt that bad
hahah it was a daily routine of waking up,breakfast
and than go shop.dont wish to talk more about it haha
nothing much to say..

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school reopen -.-zZzZ
im super sian larh...er some of you may not know that
ya im being retained ah well,i deserve it...anyways i
learn to look at it positively so dont worry im alrite (:
'you may look down on me now, but just wait till you
see the end result, i'll make you take back what you said'
im gonna start studyin at the airport from tomorrow onwards
anyone wanna join me ((: hahah not too many thou, we wont study.

I wanna tell everyone how great Jesus is.
He is my friend and always there for me when im sad or happy,
he is everything i need, without him i dunno how i would survive.
Thou i dont have any friends in school, i dont mind.
cause just having Jesus as my friend is more than what i ask for.
so if anyone of you people are feelin lonely, dont forget you still have
a father that is there waiting for you to turn to him.

Jesus rocks ((: i just love him soo soo much.
i mean dont you ? ((:

thats all for today people im gonna have some time with the friend
i have..bye people !! hes waiting for me !!!

hey everybody (:

2005-11-16T19:42:00.000-08:00

hahah hello everyone, sorry i never blog lazy to
and been rather busy wif mission trainings and all
hahah anyways im leaving on wed !! havent pack yet
dun think i haf enuff clothes =x yeah im poor..
anyways im going eat wif sherman wong now ~

bye !!!

shawnnx